Listening to Fear

from Songs From Season Five by Buffering the Vampire Slayer

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I can be strong
I do it all the time, I do it all the time
It just feel wrong
Without you by my side, I’m holding on for life

Thought I’d gotten used to it
Never knowing what comes next
The moment when you least expect

That’s when the rug comes right out
Out from under you
Turns the world upside-down
There’s nothing you can do
That’s when you know you never knew

I’m breaking down
But I can’t let it show, I need to keep control
If I lose it now
I know that I might not be able to stop

Thought I’d gotten used to it
Never knowing what comes next
The moment when you least expect

That’s when the rug comes right out
Out from under you
Turns the world upside-down
There’s nothing you can do
That’s when you know you never knew

And I’m not sure what to do
Cause usually
Right now I’d be
Leaning on you

There’s no getting used to it
Never knowing what comes next
The moment when you least expect

That’s when the rug comes right out
Out from under you
Turns the world upside-down
There’s nothing you can do
That’s when you know you never knew

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from Songs From Season Five, released October 9, 2020

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Buffering the Vampire Slayer New York, New York

Buffering the Vampire Slayer is an episodic rewatch podcast hosted by Jenny Owen Youngs & Kristin Russo following the 90s' TV series Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

Featured on Entertainment Weekly, Esquire, Time, and listed as one of the top 30 podcasts of the decade by Paste Magazine!

Every ep of the podcast also includes a new original song recapping each glorious Buffy episode!

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